Reflection of Providence

Sometimes in life we simply have the best intentions to do things and life just comes and interupts. Not that that is a bad thing at all, but I can clearly see how my life priorities are changing. I loved how Holy Mama said in her comment in my previous post that joy was all over what I wrote. Well, I think a lot of things are happening in my life and I want to just be able to sit down and spill them out to all of you. You who have listened to me when life seemed impossible to bear. You who brought me through so many hardships and pain. When life was so hard and the only way I could find solice was to come get on the computer and read your comments and what you wrote on your blog. My heart breaks and I have to admit that I do feel that I'm missing out on something by not being able to blog. I feel my life is twirling about in good, sad, joyful, tearful, somber, exciting, scary, awesome moments...and I just want to harness all of them and let them spill out and share them with those...

...I just don't have anytime to write about it right now. The trip was sobering and caused great growth afterwords. My plans are still to quit my job in the middle of July, scary thought, but I'm jumping off the mountain without a paracute(msp) for the first time in my life! I want to tell all of you about my trip and how everything went. I just don't have time right now and I want to dive in and drink up all that has been going on in all of your lives, but I just don't have time right now. I'm so sorry! I love you all, miss you all, and hope that all of you are doing well. Life is really a Mountaintop experience for me right now. I sang in church Sunday, yes Easter Sunday...and God just blessed me beyond measure. The Preacher's Wife, who I have had trouble with in the past just came up and put her loving arms around me and just thanked God for what I had done. It was the purest most amazing moment...and I'm still emotional over it. Chad, the choir director ...