Reflection of Providence

Well, for any of those who still drop by my blog....THANK YOU! I'm not quittin' this bloggin' thang!...I'm just quitin' it for Christmas! I have never been more busy in all my life and vow that I will NOT be working in Retail next Christmas...GOD WILLING! I was going to write about what I've been doing this Christmas, but I'm just to tired! Please don't forget me. I will be back sometime after the first of the year with a new look, new name, and visiting each and every one on my list and some that aren't...thank you for those who visit...I'm going to get into your blogs as well! Thanks for those who don't have blogs visiting and caring! If you want to keep tabs on me during the holiday's I will still be checking my email periodically...allhislove@adelphia.net ! Here is a Christmas Story just for the Holidays... One Silent Night! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! All of you are in my thoughts and prayers! (All those who I have promised letters...they are...

There are moments that I feel ancient, worn out and weathered. A battlement of bad weather and disappointment has left this little vessel of simply 25 years a little worse for wear. But, in my mind…in that tiniest truest part, I’m about 8 years old. I really delight when she surfaces. The older I get it tends to be less and less, and therefore all the more sacred and precious. Whether it be the first tinge of winter reddening my nose, the sounds of the first seasonal carol sung, or an episode of Little House on the Prairie taking me back to a small cherished space as a child. Sometimes my “little” hands can’t help but jump into rapid applause as the laughter of that small child surfaces and I see through her eyes. I feel it most this time of year, and never more as I have begun to read the beloved series…the Chronicles of Narnia. It is hard for me to imagine in all my 25 years I have never peeled back the cover and stepped into this magical world of wonder, snow, and magic. Where talki...

I think this is fabulous... Please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL MEMORY OF YOU AND ME. It can be anything you want--good or bad--BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you. Memories - light the corners of my mind ~Misty, water-colored memories ~Of the way we were.... Hey if you visit Kat or Gayla's blog pop in and write a fictional memory for them as well...I'm so excited, this will be fun!

I have been feeling that way from everything in my life... Sometimes I can live so internally in my head and the stories that I create there that I really lose myself... On tope of my OCD I swear sometimes I have Multiple Personality Disorder...except they never display themselves...it's just like I wake up and go where did I go!...I think I need to be casting out some demons! In my disconnectedness (if that is such a word) I also have felt very disconnected with all of you. While, it has been nothing but a great thing not being able to check my blog at work, I still miss reading every entry that all of you have written, etc... I just want all of you to know that I love ya, miss ya, and pray for you... I am really doing well...just disconnected...God will use it for His glory...I'm kinda giggly because it is December 1st and I can start wearing my Christmas pins...I go to the Hymn Sing tomorrow night and then to Bardstown on Saturday...I'll fill you in...I'm so excited ...